So it now begins…the official last hurrah. I took my first Estradiol pill this morning and therefore have begun our fourth frozen embryo transfer attempt. I am trying to remain calm and not stress too much. The past couple of weeks have been difficult as my moods have been all over the place and now I am concerned of the long-term effects of taking all of this estrogen and progesterone. I will need to discuss with my reproductive endocrinologist.
I am relieved and excited about this attempt for it will give my husband, daughter and I closure, one way or another. Of course I want to become pregnant from this and complete our family, but if not, I will know we did all we could mentally, physically and financially and we can then move on. That is what is calming me a bit more in this attempt…there is light at the end of the tunnel and the light is bright and positive, no matter what happens. It is not about already having a daughter, for whom I am beyond thankful. I will still need to mourn not having another child and not giving our daughter a sibling. I will make it all okay for me, for my daughter and my husband, for the three of us.
This is my focus and my serenity.
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12 replies on “And We’re Off!!”
Awwww…I will try to follow through!!
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Just wanted to let you know I nominated you for a Sunshine Award- don't feel obligated to resspond -http://stupidbrokeneggs.blogspot.com/2013/10/a-sunshine-award-to-start-week.html
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Thanks so much, Jessah!!
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Hope this is your cycle! Sending positive vibes your way pretty lady.
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Trying to maintain this positivity! Thanks!
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So exciting! You have the right attitude. Be positive. This is going to work out!
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That's right!!! 🙂
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This is \”go\” time and so exciting!
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Thanks, thanks, thanks!!!
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Praying, praying, praying!!! xoxo
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Thanks so much, Kasey!
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Woo hoo!! Wishing you nothing but the best and sending some peace your way!!
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