I look in the mirror and see me – yet at the same time, I am not sure who I see. There is strength that I still don’t comprehend – it stares back at me, waving at me, doing anything it takes for me to acknowledge it.
A woman looks back at me, slightly worn from enduring severe pain, yet she appears fierce and courageous.
A woman looks at me with tears falling from her eyes – completely aware of every step that was taken to get here.
A woman looks at me with such power and control I turn away for a moment unsure of what to do. When I look back, her face is closer to mine, powerful and genuine.
I look in the mirror and I see me – a woman with strength, who is fierce, courageous, powerful and genuine.
I am on both sides of the mirror, reflecting from one side to the other – so close – maybe one day soon we will be one.
*I have come so far but I am not there yet. I am very happy to be where I am now in my recovery. It is a miracle and a blessing. Intellectually I know I am all of the above adjectives…I need more time to feel it and believe it. I never would have characterized myself with these adjectives so to know it on any level is a huge step forward. I am proud of myself.*
Risa's Reality 
One reply on “Quick and Meaningful Update”
It is good to hear you are feeling better, especially after everything you have gone through. Is it the MAOI that seems to be helping? I look forward to a longer blog post on your continuing recovery.
LikeLike